i jus wanna hide in my bed n slp...
23rd birthdae coming in 2 daes...only wish is hope things ard me will turn better...
Labels: 1 of my lowest pt in life.
alot of things hav changed since i step into SIM...though its onli the 1st sem but to me it seems very very long le...maybe alot of things happen tis few mths bah....studies, projects, friendships...i hav difficulties coping with all tis...
i realli tink i'm a big loser n failure...i nv manage to do things well...or maybe i dun hav the cut to be a uni student bah...
i'm looking at the watch tat we bought together at far east...i cant help but start to tear...i noe everything cant go back to last time le...i miss all the moments we used to spend...but nw...i dun tink i'm fit to be back in tis group le...i hope u all remain the bonding u all had..treasure it...
to someone who i realli cherish n treasure as my frenx: i dunno wat to do nw...but i hope u can accept my apology...i wish all the best for u...lastly i'm nt worthy enuf to be ur frenx...
Labels: tink i'm born to be alone.
we had 2 tournaments on thurs...the open category in the morning n inter-collegiate in the evening... weather damn hot...n affect my temper...i played quite badly in the afternoon..as well as in the nite...haix...though we won 3rd for open category n 1st in inter-collegiate...i feel i'm still nt there...i could hav played better...haix....
my clique
BIG G!
gabriel n me
RMIT ROX!
3rd for open category
kuan ming gab n me...
our supporters
after the finals~
haha...recently went to play arcade n saw tis machine...its like baseball style...quite hard to play...but fun!!
some old photos where we took at casuarina for our dinner after sch...
hmm...seriously i feel i'm drifting apart from our F hood...i miss the times we used to be together...go msia for shopping n dinner, J-CO for donuts, movies etc... but nw...i feel so different...maybe i'm nt frm council? or maybe everything hav changed? i dunno... i feel lost...
The Big G's
wif MR SIM!!
jane n me
the following day were the bash...here r some of the bash photos~
the guys...
haha...we realli had alot of funs there man...playing taboo in the beginning but change to some forfeit games...luckily i din kana alot of times...gab n keith were the kings of forfeit for that day man...
n randomly gab come up wif the idea of nite cycling...the response was good n we decided to meet at east coast park at nitex! initially was raining...but the rain stopped at ard 11pm n we start our route to esplanade!! hwever accident happen...n tats shiqi banged into edward's bike...luckily she still can joke...
our starting pt...east coast park
poor shiqi...but she still can pose...haha
our 1st checkpt at kallang bridge
our 2nd checkpt...fullerton merlion
damn disgusting!
i really tink my SIM cliques r damn happening...we had so much activities everyday...like yest we went for badminton in the afternoon (healthy lifestyle huh...haha) n dinner at TM pastamania b4 we proceed to arcade n had a competitions at the basketball machines, bishi bashi, n lastly para para!! haha...winda realli chao ah lian...play para para so well man!! will upload more photos once i get from them...watched MAKE IT HAPPEN tis movie too...hmm..its nt very nice..so if anyone considering whether to watch tis show anot..my rating is 5.5/10...
nth much 2dae...after sch went to ulu pandan to train our soccer for tis upcoming sat competition...i injured myself..hope can recover fast enuf b4 the match...
finally...today is the 1st day of the week i reached home so early...promised my mum to be back for dinner...long time nv rest at home le...tml still got BC lesson...i got to slp early..if nt every fri i cant wake up de...
starting of tis week 01/09/08, i spend both of my mon n tues night at amk garden drive thru mac...everydae study till see the sun then go home n take a nap b4 heading to sch again. tis week get to noe another group of ppl from my lecture class better...they were joey, jane, winda, curina, reggina n lastly the kid gracelyn...haha...
study at mac with justin, gab, jane n joey for BS test which is on wed morning...i tink mac will be my 2nd home soon..as long as tests n projects r available...i will be there...so spot me at amk mac during tests n exams period...haha...
after wed morning BS test, we were so relieved...but wait...its onli for a moment...i headed home straight for a short nap again n went to shiqi's house for our OB project which is due on fri noon. i left them for awhile at 11 plus n met up wif my classmates n frenx for a short soccer match at kallang cage at 12midnight till 2am. rush back for project again..met them at tampines mac where i see tis 2 hyperactive girl dancin in mac at 3am!! qi was teaching flo the dance step for the bash de...
flo n shiqi facing the window n dancing~ haha
thurs night is the same...met at qi house again...tis time round no break man...dateline is till tml!! we were rushing like mad...everyone was so tired after such a busy week...we took a nap b4 continuing..n thanx to gab who took all these photos~
our pageant girl, florence lim!! (clap clap)
maybelin..damn pro lidat oso can slp
the owner shiqi with her comfy bed.
n yes, we finally made it in time for our project...we did till 11am(where the dateline is 12pm) n i rush to sch 1st to print our report out n handed it in~ afternoon lesson damn shag...our group everyone was falling asleep...they all bth left halfway during break...i stay on but i oso cant concentrate much...haha...
after lesson went to sin ming to do my car audio system...n then went to fetch jane n curina b4 meeting the rest at chinatown for dinner n ktv-ing!!
camwhoring while waiting for justin n joey to reach.
finally everyone is here.
we had alot alot of xiao long bao...haha...but its super nice~!! free pls visit chinatown smith st 19A
after the sumptuous dinner, we were ready for ktv-ing!! gab intro us crystalbelle at outram...nt bad..cheap n gd...most impt we had the girls who almost every sec were laughing n getting high..everyone realli were so spontaneous n camwhoring...more photos will update once jane n winda passed to me =)
SATURDAY!!! our RMIT BASH at Zouk... plan to meet 6.30pm at tiong bahru mrt with the gals...but i hav learnt my lesson!!! nv be early...i reached at 6.15 as grala fetch me there...called them at 6.30...guess wat...all on the way only!! in the end i tink all arrived at abt 7...so we went for dinner b4 goin to zouk..
The event was fun...i like the dance man!! shiqi is damn damn damn gd!! nw she's my new idol...haha... jerome sang well too..i believe he nw should hav fan club in SIM le...lolx...nvm..if dun hav i will set up for him... n then comes the pageant...gabriel n i were like mad dog...whenever florence came out we shouted like there's no tml...we were so excited...i keep asking ppl ard me regardless i noe them anot to vote for our xiaomei florence...i tink they tink i'm mad..lolx..during the interval of the pageant..there was a drinking competition...i was sabo to go up..damn paiseh la...lucky my group won...but most irritating is the reward is another 2 jugs of beer...! i gav it away..the sight of it makes me wan to puke...haha...i feel my OG is realli damn power!! almost everyone r involved in the bash...even our NIC Leow walks home with the lucky draw 1st prize..haha...
i left early as it was grala's birthdae celebration..at 1st wanted to help her celebrate at cafe del mar..but tink god dun like her la...(maybe she's too black...:P), it was raining heavily n we had to change plan..so they decided to go CLINIC at clarke quay...they headed down to zouk from sentosa to fetch me..had a few drinks at clinic n the drinks r damn ex..but its very "hospital" over there...took a few pics of the birthdae girl...more pics will get from her soon...we left for ICON at 2 plus n went there continue to drink...everyone was so high...
grala with her act cute pose
met up with her family on sun for dinner at defu lane....after tat went back her home to cut cake again...
left her house at 10 plus n rush down to bedok reservoir there as my COSLAB boss called me for a meeting...they wanted me to be back n help them...i feel so lost nw...i realli wanted to help da ge cause he's the one who helped me up...nw coslab has some difficulties n i dun wan him to suffer alone...but at the other side i'm studying n i noe i definitely hav no time to commit...projects alone can kill me le...realli dunno wat to do...need some time to tink b4 giving him an ans again.
alrite..finalli i updated everything for tis week...time for bed!!