was with my project group at shiqi's house on fri n sat nitex...working hard together in her study room....oh ya...shiqi's house toilet is damn nice!! the nicest toilet i ever went to~ haha... i love her toilet so much!
sun evening went to hav dinner with grala's n her family...had New York New York for dinner...after tat went to do some shopping with her n i left to meet mildred as she help me do the logo for my assignment...
had durian at 4 season durian cafe...$100
candid shot! i love her blur face..haha
time to work on OB project again! if nt i wun hav enuf time to study for my BS test next week...super rush man!
Labels: compared to what lies within us, what lies behind us n beyond us r small matters
hmm...nth much 2dae...end sch n went to amk meet christina n sherin awhile b4 go for soccer...was toking to her n she gav me alot of advice...whenever she tok to me n console me...the more hurt i feel...i noe she realli meant good for me...but i start to feel more n more inferior...i start to tink i cant compared to him... grala's birthdae coming up too...i hav spend alot of my time tinking of how to make tis another memorable birthdae for her...feel quite down 2dae when i sms her but i get no reply...seriously i'm scared of the ans too .... i dunno y whenever i called her or sms my heart will beat very fast... i'm scared of the result i guess...
to grala:
nevertheless...regardless whether i can celebrate with u ur 20th birthdae anot...i hope u enjoy ur tis special day~ to me is also another significant date too...our anniversary...till nw while i'm typing tis blog...i hav known u for 1078 days, 25872 hours, 1552320mins and 93139200 secs since 080905...every sec n min i spend with u is the most enjoyable n precious moment i had in my life till nw...in fact i hav know u longer than tis...its been 8 yrs since i 1st known u...i rmb hw cute n naive u r when i saw u at the campfire...alot alot of memories we shared...thanx... lastly, i still wish to spend the rest of my life with u..regardless whether we r couple or nt...
i miss u.
Labels: the journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step
xueli!!
my achievement~
after prawning we bbq the prawns n sit there tok cock till 4 plus...dunno y suddenly some hav cravings for durians...so we drove all the way down to geylang to satisfy their needs.
mon 11/08/08
nth special 2dae...went sch for lecture n ended at 12 plus where i went to kovan wif gab to buy gym stuff...set to train myself fitter...we had yushinoya for lunch.
went home to slp after tat...at nitex went back bishan to find chan meng n his new chai prawning over there...
chanmeng n wanting
went off at 1 plus...wanted to go for supper n we ended in msia with xueli tis loner again... pump petrol, eat supper wash car then come back le..while on the way back to sin we had a jam..4 for us had a long conversation n everyone of us had our own relationship prob..suddenly i miss her alot alot..but i try my best to keep myself everydae busy in order nt to tink of her...i noe she still angry wif mi..
tues 12/08/08
tink ate something wrong in msia..had diahorrea again...dunno y my stomach so sensitive de...din went sch but end up meet my project mates at bugis J.Co ! we started our project...but ate alot of things too...the donuts r realli fantastic...i dun mind everydae hav it for breakfast =)
shiqi n me
funny face taken by gab
we love J.CO
left at abt 9 plus..i rush down to PS to meet clement,chan meng,kaihoe n huiping...huiping's birthdae so we met up for a short while for a movie...regret watching...stupid show A MONTH OF HUNGRY GHOST. pay $7.50 jus to watch documentary abt the 7th month...
after the movie i left them to meet may n justin to study at mac for IA. hardworking rite? Pam join us after my persuasion to ask her come down to mac...studied very very hard till morning b4 we went home to slp.
Wed 13/08/08
woke up in the evening n realised i was late for the movie nation held by student council at LIDO. no one told me is at 7.30pm...was late for the starting...overall find the show ok onli...watch it if u like adventurous film....to me i find it super unrealistic...
went to cine hk cafe for dinner...tok cock over there till 11 plus b4 all decided to head back home...me n may went to find gab n sylvester they all at villa bali awhile as it is sylvester's birthdae` HAPPY BIRTHDAE!!!
fetch may home to take her txt bk n notes b4 went to amk garden mac to meet justin to continue our mugging of IA... may was so tired tat practically she slept half of the nitex at mac...left me n justin non-stop revising...its been a long time i so hardworking leh...no choice..i realli wan to do well...same routine...we headed home once the sun rises...
Thurs 14/08/08
reach home bathe n continue to study as i noe i cant slp..if nt i cant wake up for lecture in the afternoon de...so study till abt 10 b4 i left house n call for cab to sch...to shag to drive n lazy...reach sch n went to library along to continue my revision...dunno y suddenly fell asleep until gab n justin came...
BS lecture but simply i was nt listening n keep revising on my notes...took a nap after lecture as the test onli starts at 7pm.
everyone was quite disappointed with the test cause its like the ques is quite irrelevant to what we studied...some did quite well but some started to worry...but its ok~ we still hav the final exams...everyone dun giv up k?? JIA YOU!m
y cliques decided to go for some relaxation as we were all so tensed up tis week...so we set to go to chomp chomp for dinner...as i nv drove 2dae i took bus with them...so excited cause been a long long long time i last took bus...as again...we start to camwhore again..haha...
chomp chomp~
went to ice^3 for ice cream as i wanna go find sherrin too...haha...she super gd loh...giv me so much discount...even my classmates start to like her too!!
busy looking at shiqi's phone abt a lame joke tat i din even pose..haha :P
all chocolate ice-creams
the gals~
LOUD SPEAKER!!!haha
gab fetch us back home after our ice cream...almost died in his car...glad to noe tis frenx cause i noe i'm nt tat reckless compared to him...siao one leh...take camry n drive like sports car...still wan to show me drift...make me luff leh...glad i reach home safely..slept at 12am. too tired to do anything.
Fri 15/08/08
guess wat?? when i open my eyes, i tot still haven morning yet until i checked my phone...wah..so many miss calls...n i looked at the time...ALAMAK!! its 8pm in the evening...OMG..i slept abt 20hrs...simply coma...i tink even wake up at all...realli i'm a pig...hav to admit...i miss the whole dae lecture...but no choice..haix...
called jerome n see where r they...most of my classmates were at khatib prawning~ -_-" ya..prawning again...jus diff location..decide to join them as i wanted to build bonds with them too...reach there saw jerome,his gf, khai, kuan ming, the gals like kelly, joyce etc they all...but the gals left soon after i reached...so left the 5 of us continue to prawn...after tat we went to bbq n hav our prawns supper...haha...everyone was too full to finish up so we played table soccer n losers hav to eat...as usual i won again..haha..luckily khai was with me...was jerome n kuan ming suffered...haha...fetch them home after tat b4 heading down to boat quay to find chan meng they all...was with sandra n xueli again...super happening nitex! shall update u guys again~ =)
Thurs 070808! GaB's Birthdae! went to TM in the afternoon to help him buy food for steamboat in the evening.... bought alot of balls...especially fishball n meatball...haha...after tat we all went to singaporepools to buy TOTO... 8Million!!( in the end oso kana eat =( ) we oso bought the scratch n win thingy...where shiqi intro mi to play..haha... after tat went to long john to eat b4 fetching gab home...super rush for me as i alighted him i went home to bathe n took the stuff he need n head back his house again to help him with the preparations...
everyone was late due to the heavy rain...but hope all of them enjoy their dinner....gab oso let us try out his "dan bing" where he goin to sell it as business...wish u all the best! indeed the dan bing is realli quite nice~ after the heavy dinner of steamboat, we proceed to cake cutting...took quite a long time to finish it cause everyone was camwhoring...haha...(will update all the photos soonx)
gab's frenx went home after tat n left onli the SIM ppl...so we played MJ...very funny thru out cause we keep making alot of comments...we played till 3 plus...at 1st wanna go off le...then pam n shirong were playing blackjack betting over wat dempsy rd n ben&jerry icecream...in the end all of us join in n played for fun...but i find it boring n started to ask them play money...everyone started small...$1 or $2 lidat...but after giv me psycho...all start to play bigger...where the fun comes in...some even went negative...we played n played until 5.45, where we decided to end with a last game...so i suggested again tat all dbl up or play bigger...in order to clear debt n recoup losses..so they listened to my 'advice'... after dealin the cards to them i decided to relax one corner n count my winnings...where i forgot to look at my cards...n they had alr played for quite some time...i apologise to them n immediately took up my cards to see..who noes... i got "BAN BAN" double ace...they all keep making noises n kpkb...haha...sorry ah....end of the whole nitex i won abt 200+ .... i intro a new game to them too...baccarat...haha..next time free teach u all...
after winning them so much i oso paiseh...so i sponsor ting mei cab fare to NUS...n oso treat the rest breakfast at kovan mac...tiredness n fatigue came in n all of us were like behaving weirdly..haha...queueing for breakfast can take chairs n sit down to queue...saying lame jokes which is nt funny...lolx...especially gab...-_-" went home at abt 7 n took a wink b4 go for IA lesson in the afternoon...all almost died in the lecture...
Labels: 35th month...
looking forward to tml activities...badminton in the morning with OG n steamboat at gab's house in the evening to celebrate his birthdae~ =)
time to keep myself busy if nt i had difficulties in moving on with my life
tis one yr plus i hav hurt a few persons too(u noe who u r)...i'm sorry i cant be wif any of u all...cause i cant forget the past n i'm too afraid to accept any other gals to be my next partner for life...i noe i'm selfish... but i cant overcome tis! i hate myself too...but wat can i do...guiltiness filled my heart..n i believe she's the onli one who understand me. i hav nv love someone so much b4..but as saying always goes. onli noe hw to treasure someone when u lose it. i jus saw her videoclip abt her hosting n singing in a music cafe..my heart feel so pain cause i hate myself y i nv support or go see her perform b4.. in the past...i dun even noe abt her performance...i believe she noes i wun go tats y she nv ask me b4 =(
i guess tis is my retribution...i noe watever i do nw is useless...but i jus hope u can be happy everyday. seek for ur forgivness.
Labels: i'm sorry
muggin in process...