Woohoo...tis is my very 1st blog n 1st post!! haha...nv done tis b4...used to tink only gals would do tis...but gab was rite...blog is a way to keep as memories...

anyway i guess i would try my very best to update it as frequent as possible...jus to let every of my frenx noe hw m i recently...1stly i wanna sae sorry to alot of my gd frenx n buddy...i believe after i started sch i hav simply no time to meet u all...maybe once or twice? projects r stacking up!! n for an engineering background of me + 3 yrs plus nv touch books at all is like super hard loh...i need to work extra hard in order to be on par with my classmates... luckily i hav a bunch of hardworking n smart classmates to help mi...feel so lost during the 1st 2 weeks in the rmit visit lectures...its like those australian lecturers giving lectures...as u guys noe my english is like half bucket water onli...n their english fling flang here n there...dun even understand at all..worse is they sae a joke i dun even noe it is until everybody luff so i oso jus join in n luff..

hmm...i noe tis 3yrs in SIM is goin to be tough for mi...but i'm prepared...cause i tell myself i hav to do really really well tis time round...its the very last time i got to study le...n everyone r pinning high hopes on me...For my past 1 year i had alreadi lost too much things...in terms of money, career n dreams...it had took me so long to stand up again..too much things happen tis 07-08 which i dun wish to mention anymore...those who noe mi well should noe...but i hav brighten up...cause i noe time is precious...n i wanna prove to everyone i'm capable..so much things r waiting for me to accomplish...

New environment, new lifestyle....i hope i can stand up long enuf tis time...which i'm nt sure whether i can anot...memories keep flashing back tis few daes n headaches r killing me...its exactly like wat i had in the beginning... i hate tis feeling...cause sometimes i cant even breathe...arghh..dunno wat to do...i'm trying to forget the pass but...guess i hav to go back to my doc soonx for medication...

Forget abt the unhappiness...2dae i celebrate my mum's birthdae at our place...its meant to be a surprise for her...she was so shocked!! left her so unprepared but i guess she's very happy de...woke up 2dae in the noon n left house to buy food n stuff for tonight party...most of my relatives n her frenx turn up...the kids r so rowdy man!! turn my whole house upside down...played wii with them n had so much laughter..i feel so young when i'm with them..haha...

happy 55th birthdae mum!!