argghh...so much work coming up...whole week study n study...guess tis coming weekend will be burnt...hav to stay at home to finish up assignment n projects...all due so soonx...tests coming up too...realli pray hard for all tis to finish asap...i need some break!

hmm...nth much 2dae...end sch n went to amk meet christina n sherin awhile b4 go for soccer...was toking to her n she gav me alot of advice...whenever she tok to me n console me...the more hurt i feel...i noe she realli meant good for me...but i start to feel more n more inferior...i start to tink i cant compared to him... grala's birthdae coming up too...i hav spend alot of my time tinking of how to make tis another memorable birthdae for her...feel quite down 2dae when i sms her but i get no reply...seriously i'm scared of the ans too .... i dunno y whenever i called her or sms my heart will beat very fast... i'm scared of the result i guess...

to grala:
nevertheless...regardless whether i can celebrate with u ur 20th birthdae anot...i hope u enjoy ur tis special day~ to me is also another significant date too...our anniversary...till nw while i'm typing tis blog...i hav known u for 1078 days, 25872 hours, 1552320mins and 93139200 secs since 080905...every sec n min i spend with u is the most enjoyable n precious moment i had in my life till nw...in fact i hav know u longer than tis...its been 8 yrs since i 1st known u...i rmb hw cute n naive u r when i saw u at the campfire...alot alot of memories we shared...thanx... lastly, i still wish to spend the rest of my life with u..regardless whether we r couple or nt...

i miss u.

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